There are 13 of us
at the lake-house that weekend, no parents, no teachers. It is after the last
day of high school but before graduation. We’re out on a motorboat on a lake—my
friends and I, six boys and seven girls, the girls in J.Crew two-pieces, the
boys in surfer trunks, and the sky is gray.
I was brought in
originally as a temp, my first real job in the city. It was my responsibility to answer mail, make
sure his bills were paid, roll calls, etc. This was way back before most people
had cell phones or e-mail, so any time my boss got an important message from a
head of state or the Commissioner or someone like that, I’d have to go out on
the roof and use the flood light to project the message into the sky. Things got so much easier after we got a
sponsorship from a cell phone company. And when they invented text messaging?
Forget about it. A gift from the gods.
The
sun hadn’t shone for weeks; it made Mona edgy. Every day since the beginning of
June had threatened rain, but rain never came. Just clouds. Her husband, unlike
Mona, didn’t get down about insubstantial things like cloudy days. “But doesn’t
it bother you?” she asked, knowing it was useless to prod Wayne.
“It’s weather,” he
said, as they drove home from the mall. “Beyond our control, so why worry?”
On their third
day of sharing the barn, the buzzard brought Kenny a present: a small mangled
carcass.
Kenny
had taken up residence in the hay loft of the decrepit structure after being
kicked out of his girlfriend Trudy’s
apartment. Which came on the morning of him losing his job. Which was the
result of his driving the delivery van, at that particular moment containing
the floral arrangements for a well-heeled customer’s silver anniversary
party, while intoxicated. Though Kenny would argue he was only under the
residual influence of the beers he'd been drinking the night before, neglecting
to mention or possibly remember the tall boy he'd gulped in the parking lot
before getting behind the wheel.
At once the city’s countless,
soaring buildings grew oppressive, and it seemed they mixed with the cobalt sky
to press her down. In her apartment, on
the train, sitting at her job, walking her small dog in the park – they were always
above her, and their weight left her tired.
So tired it felt to her she might
be dying. I have to get out of here, she
thought. I have to get someplace more
open, find some great expanse, where things can just float up and away. Then I might be able to do that, too.